I concentrated on aversion in the beginning stage of working on this project so much, I forgot the definition of the word. What I’ve understood after getting more and more in touch with the feeling of aversion towards places I spent most of life in, is that this feeling is impossible without love. It doesn’t exist. I loved those routes so much once, and I’m hurting over losing them no less. All I can do is take in the new and enjoy the unchanged. I manically search for similarities, floating in an imaginary mesh of so many places at the same time. I tried to map out this mixed world, see it’s supernatural topography on a plane.
Topoaversion – The feeling that you do not wish to return to a place that you once loved and enjoyed when you know that it has been irrevocably changed for the worse.
-Lina Ptushkina